Daily Post #1

 Hellloooo!! This is Meat on the blog at 18:05 on April 26th!

How's everyone feeling? 

Today, I feel quite upset but that is okay! I'll link the soundtrack we got today that's kind of fitting in the vibe.

https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/kV85HUHashoPogbw8

Sadly, This has to be the track. (ˊ ᐞ ˋ๑)sorry… This song is good too!! It's Amalgam by Toby fox. But the original song was supposed to be 1p 2p 3p and 4p 5p 6p pppp by emamouse but it wouldn't let me copy the link after like 10 tried so I let it go haha.

Enough of the track, I wanted to talk about a few topics today such as Nude Body art, Photography, Psychology, and anime.

I think Nude Body art is pretty neat. I don't necessarily see much of it without it being sexual (Tʖ̯T)sadly but I try to lean towards people that actually feel a connection with the art and connection with themselves. I also like Ero Guro art and Art by Hajime Kinoko. Ero Guro really stresses some symbols of Hypersexuality which I can kind of feel with a spiritual connection sadly. Hajime's art is kind of like bondage/sexual bondage sometimes but always really gorgeous!! I don't like the way ropes feel on me because I always think I'm going to die LOL so I think the people who go out and let their bodies be turned into art are some of the bravest people.

Now Photography, I am a big fan of Photography because this plays a major role in where I get my writing inspiration from because I am a heavy visualist and I need inspo to sort of form a good image in my head of what I need or want to do when I write or even sketch. (Pretty bad at both but they can be enjoyable haha).

Psychological anime, horror, art, and so on are things I've always been interested. I don't know why but I've got a bsd habit of watching Psychological animes at like 4 am and feel like I'm high off my mind haha. (NOT A GOOD IDEA,,, I DO NOT RECOMMEND LMAO.) It was Ergo Proxy and Serial Experiments Lain that I did that with. Definitely not good ideas but I still enjoyed none the less, yk? I guess I've got a thing for Psychological things. Especially the art! The beauty of how mind-fucking it can be is what amazes me and makes me feel beautiful all over.

Lastly, Anime, There's TONS of animes I've been wanting to watch but im soooo lazy. It use to be because I was bored but I'm not even bored now, I literally am just lazy because i have no friends so no reason to be bored HAHA. sorry, I bring that up a lot but naturally, I can't help not joking about it. 

The anime I did want to watch Is like "Gakugen Handsome"??????? Let me search.

Okay yeah it's Gakuen Handsome. I've been wanting to watch it for a while, but it all I'm just super lazy haha. I prefer to be on my phone usually. I didn't even take a nap today but I guess I should now or something. Not like anyone is ever gonna read these things haha.

Let's just hope that maybe one day, I can actually have a partner who loves me and won't abandon me ever or some friends that won't treat me bad or also ditch me.