i hate that I feel like I always try to give people lots of love and they've taken advantage of it every time. Almost every person I liked or loved (Friendship or Lovers) Has left me or ditched me after I ended the relationship or something for health reasons and they said we would be friends but left.
Sigh, I get so sick when things like this happens but as a result, I'm still alone. I never did anything horrible in this world like people I know, yet I get treated awfully. Not even rewarded with one friend who cares and DOES NOT ditch me or make me feel weird or we kind of are on bad terms and they start talking about other people they love 24/7.
That hurts!!! I never do that. I know how it feels and that's why I don't do it. I don't excessively talk about a person that someone else doesn't even know and make them feel left out when I'm literally talking them. ┐(´ะด｀)┌ i just don't seem to understand why anyone doesn't want me?? Obviously not even my own family so i thought i could be of need to my friends now I have no friends. I feel worthless and like I have no reason.
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